呢個禮拜我將會係戰鬥格狀態中,因為黎緊thursday 要交final year project 啦,但我既進度依然係落後好多好多...所以呢幾日對我黎講真係犯賤既日子,而且o係剩返得幾日既時間....黎緊幾日又因為公司要開會同聽seminar...攪到我想呢幾日請annual黎做功課都唔得.........真係整定我要咁犯賤了~~~~ 現眼報.....了........
only 請左今日假,尋晚仲做到4點幾.....唉...可能呢幾日都要過住咁既生活...........
呢個禮拜我將會係戰鬥格狀態中,因為黎緊thursday 要交final year project 啦,但我既進度依然係落後好多好多...所以呢幾日對我黎講真係犯賤既日子,而且o係剩返得幾日既時間....黎緊幾日又因為公司要開會同聽seminar...攪到我想呢幾日請annual黎做功課都唔得.........真係整定我要咁犯賤了~~~~ 現眼報.....了........
only 請左今日假,尋晚仲做到4點幾.....唉...可能呢幾日都要過住咁既生活...........
最近天氣總係咁既....又熱又焗..著得多又焗到出汗...著得少又易"zip"親喎.....攪到我又焗到病.....
尋日不停咁打乞嚏....我就黎唔知自己係鼻敏感發作定傷風了...係唔係都啪定粒感冒藥先穩陣.....
近排太多事令我好緊張......尤其個final year project 應該進入白熱化既階段,我仲竟然要搵我個supervisor求救,改形式present,(我個腦都唔知咩事,真係諗唔出點寫java了....我同個supervisor講明我宜家呢個狀況...之前諗既半桶水program 有d白費了....)..宜家剩返臨門一腳咋.....$2萬幾蚊架.......為左$....希望捱埋佢啦.....要再重新部署過了........時間緊迫.......點算點算....
唉....skin problem 又黎....design o個邊既事又有d擔憂........
早兩日咁啱睇到一個綜藝節目- 王牌大眼睛,嘉賓係蔡依林 (my favourite)....當中佢講有d觀感都好似..我印象真的好深 ..don"t know why.....不過...天呀....佢係天后.....竟然有同我一樣既諗法........
有時d野真係好得意..............
唉...我d皮膚又出問題了....成日都係咁,一少少野....甚至有時唔知係因為乜,第二朝一起身,我會突然間係咁異常地出一點點..好似敏感咁.......紅到一撻撻咁,有d更似暗瘡咁,無端端聯群結隊咁走出黎,我d皮膚本身又薄,一有少少野就更加覺眼,所以成日都會令到我好煩惱,又唔知點算,一路都根治唔到。
朋友有叫我睇中醫,but 我冇恒心,太長時間... 會睇到我窮.......。
喺日常生活裏,"等待"既時間往往出現既次數都頗多....
好似日日朝早排隊等搭車返工放工,返到公司樓下排隊等搭lift,排隊去toilet,排隊去俾錢食飯.......約人食飯又要等齊人......
不經不覺在yahoo寫blog既習慣,已半年有多了,由我開呢個blog為左用黎回應人,直到宜家,自己都寫埋一份,每日睇blog變左好似自己既慣性動作咁。
我亦好開心認識到一d blog友,感覺好得意,因為由一個素未謀面既陌生人,透過大家share blog既事情,好似了解左大家好多好耐咁。
最近幾日,我個胃好似有d唔妥,兩晚都好夜至食野,....卒之..尋晚我突然半夜開始發高燒了.......於是朝早去左睇醫生,醫生話可能感冒而攪到胃消化唔好而發燒...唔知係咪早幾日唔覺意"zip"親....
尋晚其實個胃都已經頂住頂住,but 始終嘔唔到....但朝早終於嘔返尋晚食既野....shit~...我又變得冇胃口,食左d藥好似又頂住咁....於是都係去訓覺吧啦....訓醒又嘔返d藥........不過嘔完個胃就舒服左d囉....
尋日一來有d唔開心......而且自己好似好耐冇dance...好想上堂...郁吓.....出吓汗.....發洩吓....心情真係好左d d。
仲見到blog友 yutung 呢... hahah
唔知係咪因為今日出面天氣凍,返到公司又鬼死咁焗,我d面皮又薄又易敏感,卒之我今日塊面變左馬騮pat pat 咁,超級樣衰,同事仲話我好似爛面咁........ so sad~~
我隻消炎藥膏又唔記得帶喎....冇得搽.........好辛苦,(因為我feel到塊面o係度發滾)。
今日遇到一個好人....
話說朝早返工行緊去巴士站排隊,點知雨越落越大,當我想打開個袋搵返把遮出黎之際,發覺...."咦....點解突然咁暗既....",我另轉面,見到有個女仔..haha 靚女黎架...(其實我差唔多日日返工都會見到佢...) 佢遮埋我....遲鈍既我,啱啱又聽緊歌....突然唔知俾咩反應佢...又唔識得除低個headphone...連thx...都冇同佢講....(真係唔好意思)...到我開到把遮啦.....望返佢度...都只係點一點頭...(但留意喎....我隻眼冇望到佢...只係望去佢方向....)..所以我只"瞄"到佢好似有d回應我..又點一點頭.......哎吔...
自從上年年中戲劇性地認識了"lostin之父"後,我既生活(maybe係工作)亦戲劇性地有了一點點既突破---之前我諗都未諗過會"掹車邊"走上design既路~~~ 嘩!designer呢個名,我聽到都覺得自己未配得上啦...even though 佢有時咁嗌我....(唔好啦呱..我仲未係professional呢....)...而且佢宜家剩係識得叫我另一個名~ 唉....雖然唔係咁好聽,但我己經俾佢叫到我麻木了~~~
原本諗住幫佢整完notebook後,功得完滿應該唔會再有見面既機會。點知事情一路發展落去....竟然大家做了working partner.....真係連我自己都萬萬估唔到~~
今日老爸出院了,可能唔夠床位,又見呢一兩日,老爸情況又穩定落黎,所以醫生咪俾佢出院囉。
跟住落黎,我都mark 低左佢黎緊一連串既覆診、抽血、檢查、聽講座、排期做手術呀之類既事.....既日子,恐防自己都唔記得提老爸.........
2007的除夕,有d遺憾係,father要在hospital過‧‧‧mother 又不在香港~~
老爸今日嚷著要出院,但係醫生擔心佢有問題,所以都係要留院觀察~~唔知要留到幾時呢...?